Energetics: Ovarian Cysts

Asking the Holistic Questions

When it comes to my personal healing process and how I perceive dis-ease (when the body is not at ease), I always look at it from a holistic lens and explore all potential root causes, including the energetics aspects. We are spiritual beings in human bodies, dis-ease happens on all levels – mind, body, and soul. To only focus on the body means we can only ever be one-third whole. When it comes to true healing – I focus on healing on all levels – mind, body, and soul.

• What do I need to see here to come into full alignment?
• What is my body communicating to me on both a physical and spiritual level?
• Am I truly listening and if not where am I not listening?
• What do I need to do to heal myself physically and energetically?
• And what does my body need physically?
• Is my body asking me to slow down and come into alignment in some way?

These are thoughts that go through my head when something becomes misaligned in my body. As I rule out all the potential root-cause medical type issues, I simultaneously peel back the layers by digging deep within. I’ve seen miraculous healing happen in my own body by unlocking certain energetics so this part for me is just as important as the medical and physical.

For example, last month, I remember waking up in the morning with lower back pain. I thought it was because I was sitting at my low coffee table every morning and it was postural thing. However, when I went to bed that night and I tried to fall asleep, I felt like I was having a raging UTI and it came on suddenly. I had so much pressure in my pelvis that it was uncomfortable laying down. I am not one to mess with UTI’s and this one specifically was so atypical in its presentation from what I’ve usually experienced in the past.

Urinary Tract Infections

The last time I had a UTI was in 2023 when I was experiencing a kidney stone infection. The time before that feels like a decade ago. I used to get chronic UTI’s in my twenties, so I’m no stranger to their presentation. This time, I reached for antibiotics right away. I was experiencing so much discomfort and I didn’t have time to wait for the natural herbs and vitamins to kick in. There are times where antibiotics have literally saved my life… on numerous occasions… and that’s what they are for – to save our lives when needed.

The next day, I woke up and my back pain was completely gone and I was starting to feel less pressure and less urgency. I decided to call my nephrologist and make an appointment with him to rule out another traveling kidney stone. I knew I had two kidney stones removed in 2023 but there was one left so perhaps this one was causing me issues.

To make a long story short, I did a CT scan with contrast and there was no kidney stone. Perhaps it already passed through, perhaps this was the root case, I don’t know. After my course of antibiotics was complete, I moved onto all my natural remedies – D-mannose, UT Formula, Uva Ursi, baking soda, Female Flora, and all my other daily supplements.

I also started doing daily castor oil packs with a heating pad that really helped with pelvic inflammation and congestion, whilst running my AmpCoil voice analysis programs. I love my AmpCoil, I’ve witness some incredible mind-boggling energetics with AmpCoil, a story for another time!

The Energetics Behind Ovarian Cysts & Fallopian Tube Problems

Looking for energetic causes, I picked up a couple books from my bookshelves, In the Flo by Alisa Vitti and Metaphysical Anatomy by Evette Rose to see if anything resonates with me and my current situation.

Alisa Vitti goes to say that, “Recurrent ovarian cysts tend to represent unfulfilled creative expression. Maybe you feel stifled in your creativity at work, or maybe you don’t have the energy to get your projects to blossom from the idea stage to fruition. This blocked creativity can manifest as ovarian cysts, which serve as a painful reminder that you must tap into the creative matrix.” Well that really hit the nail on the head with something I’ve been internally struggling with for years. Doubting and questioning my path, allowing uncertainty to creep in, burning out, feeling exhausted by the work that I do vs. feeling enriched and deeply fulfilled. Feeling like I’m supposed to be someone other than where I am, one foot in one foot out sometimes, craving something more. Not having any energy to really take my projects off the ground because I give everything and beyond to my clinic and my clinic comes first. I have sacrificed everything for the sake of our clinic and our patients.

Evette Rose took it a step further when I looked at the Fallopian Tube Problems section. She wrote things like “You think too far ahead causing yourself to sabotage your present life and goals.” She writes about how creativity and passion go hand in hand with frustration and stress. “You felt that all your goals were controlled by influential people’s hidden agendas. You may feel that you have no choice other than to abandon your goals and fulfill the expectation of others. Your dreams and goals always come at a price and that price is often related to time and support, which you seem to lack…. Your creativity might not be utilized in a way that connects you to your life purpose.” This also feels so true to my internal process.

I have to admit that over the last few years I have prioritized my clinic and building our farm house over all else. I have managed to make some slow progress to nourish my soul – like building this beautiful website, coaching clients, decorating my dream home, and becoming both a Reverend and VITA sex, love, and female empowerment coach. The part of me that needs the most internal healing is bringing myself back to peace that I am exactly where I am meant to and supposed to be.

May we all come back to our passions, led by our desires and what truly makes us feel alive. May we all come back to being the ultimate creators and Creatresses of our lives, using our lives as a canvas from which anything is possible in the field of potentiality.

Read my blog about my painful struggle with ovarian cysts here.